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How a mantra from Good Will Hunting can change your life

March 6, 2011 by Margie Clayman 10 Comments

Humans seem naturally wired to ask a single question all of the time: “Is it me?” When we go through a hard time, we automatically start searching for what we did to deserve it. When someone passes away, we think, “Is this because I didn’t sweep off their porch in 1987?” When someone treats us poorly, we think, “Gosh, what did I do to that person?”

To quote Sean from Good Will Hunting, played by Robin Williams, “It’s NOT your fault.”

This may not always be true, but it’s a much better place to start from versus, “What did I do wrong?” Sean wasn’t telling Will that Will’s bad behavior wasn’t his fault. Will had to own that. But the things he was running from – out of his control. His worth as a person was not defined in how other people treated, and mal-treated, him.

Taking the blame without thinking is destructive

Let me tell you a story. Some of you may have heard this before.

Ten years ago at this time, I had a Masters in Library Science under my belt and I was working on my MA in History. My plan to become a reference librarian, specializing in the humanities, was buzzing along without a hitch. Everyone had told me during my time earning my MLS that librarianship was the hottest profession in the United States. If you added another advanced degree, job offers would literally avalanche upon your head. That sounded pretty good.

The Winter before I finished my Master’s thesis, I started applying for jobs at universities. I knew that the likelihood of applying for 1 job and getting it was kind of slim, so I gave myself plenty of cushion. There were not many responses, and the responses I got said things like, “Your resume looks great, but we hired someone who has been here for 25 years.” Or, “We interviewed ten people and you were number eleven on our list.”

Naturally, I assumed that there must be something wrong with me. After all, I had done everything right. Other people I knew had gotten jobs. I had been told it would be SO easy to get a job in my field, and all I was meeting was a brick wall. My confidence plummeted because I was so sure it was all about me.

Wouldn’t you?

One day something amazing happened though. I came upon a group blog on Livejournal (those were the days) for Librarians, and a person had written an article about how his Library School professors had lied to him. “I had been told there were all of these jobs, and I’m not getting any offers at all,” he smoked through the screen.

I decided to do some research and lo and behold, I found out that the predictions about librarianship being a hot profession had been before the 9/11 world. A lot of people were due to retire, so the assumption was that all of those retirees would leave tons of job openings. After 9/11 though, Homeland Security took a lot of the money that used to go to schools, universities, and libraries. There was no longer money to replace people one-for-one. Instead, people, as I had seen reflected in my rejection letters, were being asked to do multiple jobs because they knew the place they were working.

It had not been my fault. I had wasted SO much time beating myself up and carrying a burden that didn’t exist.

This goes for Social Media, too

I encounter a lot of people who are learning to blog or who are learning Twitter who say, “I don’t know. This just isn’t working. I can’t get anyone to comment, I can’t get anyone to talk to me. I must be doing something wrong.”

It’s not your fault. Start there.

If you are doing things right – meaning you’re not being a turd, you’re not spamming people, and you’re doing things other than a hard sell, it’s not your fault. Social Media is a tough beast to tackle. You don’t hear that a lot. It’s really easy to think you’re doing something wrong. You’re not.

Weigh the situation and go from there

This is not a permission slip to stop taking responsibility for things that ARE your fault. We all make mistakes and we need to own those. But we also have to accept that some things are out of our control. Some things are not about us at all. That’s a tough one, right? If you lost your job during the last two years, you may feel like it was all your fault, but instead, it just could be the whole workings of the world economy were set up against you.

Taking the blame without thought is swallowing poison

Blaming yourself for things outside your control can be so destructive. Hearken back to Good Will Hunting, if you’ve seen it. Think about people who damage themselves or others when something bad happens. Think about the heavy weight of carrying self-blame and self-doubt.

Think about what is weighing you down right now. Is it heavier because you are blaming yourself for it? Do you NEED to take the blame for it?

It’s not your fault. Try that on. And cut yourself a break.

Ok?

Image by Oksana Tunska. http://www.sxc.hu/profile/Oksanuna

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  1. Dawn Westerberg says

    March 6, 2011 at 10:09 am

    So let me apologize right up front for reverting to a quote – but I saw a quote yesterday that said “You have to learn to love the work more than the feeling that comes with having your work loved.”

    But I think there is great truth in this. There is so much “to do” in social media and habits to be learned and developed (e.g.blog editorial calendar, target audience persona, writing when you don’t feel like it, etc.) that if you come at social media with an attitude of loving the work – it will get you through the lean and lonely early days.

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    • Margie Clayman says

      March 6, 2011 at 3:45 pm

      I think that’s a post right there, my friend. Certainly no need to apologize for that!!!

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  2. Jill Manty says

    March 6, 2011 at 10:11 am

    Great article, Margie!

    One thing I like to consider is whether taking the blame allows me to change anything. As in your situation, was there anything to be gained by blaming yourself? If you couldn’t do anything differently than what you were doing, what’s the point of beating yourself up?

    Same with social media… If you’ve sought out advice, and nothing jumps out that you can change, well, you might just have to be patient and keep doing what you’re doing.

    Thanks for the good thoughts and good thinking this morning, Margie!

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    • Margie Clayman says

      March 6, 2011 at 3:46 pm

      Exactly right. It doesn’t accomplish a darned thing and only wastes time that you could be using in a much more wise way.

      Kind of silly when you think about it, non? 🙂

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      • Jill Manty says

        March 6, 2011 at 3:49 pm

        Not silly at all! We all do it. We all think at some point (or many points) that we can change things we really can’t.

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  3. GrandMaOnDeck says

    March 6, 2011 at 6:09 pm

    The article hit home. I have grown immensely by doing, learning and doing. It also seems that the older you get the less you blame yourself. Social media is a tough road and patience has brought about learning a communication skill that can be quite enjoyable.

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  4. ronika says

    March 6, 2011 at 10:21 pm

    Watched this movie a couple days ago for the umpteenth time (love it!) and this scene is so incredibly powerful There are certainly times the results are independent of your actions, but this can be difficult to recognize. The other problem is that some people blame themselves for everything and some people blame themselves for nothing.
    Thanks for a thought provoking post.

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